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Embrace Your Emotions: They’re Not the Enemy

For many of us, emotions have often been seen as things we need to manage, keep an eye on, and control. Early on, we might not even realize it, but we’re taught that emotions are something to be wary of – almost like they’re the bad guys. If you have emotions, there must be something wrong with you. It’s strange how, if you don’t show emotions, people think you’re doing just fine – as if feeling less means you’re in control. We admire those who seem unshaken, wishing we could breeze through emotions like they do. Nothing seems to faze them!

Ever wonder why you feel this way? Why is it so tough to handle these seemingly silly, stupid emotions? Why do they have to be so obvious and affect us so deeply? It’s like the box we try to put them into is slowly leaking, and we find ourselves needing a bigger, sturdier box.

And then, why is there this feeling of shame linked to having emotions? The truth is, they’re not the enemy; they never have been. If anything, they’re like our closest companions, meant to guide us through life. The way we treat and understand our emotions shapes our mindset and, in a way, our whole life. It’s crucial to be careful. If you’ve been treating your emotions as enemies, realize that you’ve essentially been at war with yourself, consciously or unconsciously.

As mentioned earlier, emotions are like signposts. They’re there to guide you, helping you understand what affects you, what triggers you, and, essentially, who you are. They provide the information you need to make adjustments in your ever-changing evolution as a human. Change is bound to happen, and emotions are the tools that help you shape the version of yourself you want to be in the different situations life throws at you. So, let’s stop treating them like enemies. They’re not the problem. If you keep pushing them away, get ready for a never-ending series of breakdowns.

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Unveiling the Rebel Within: Defying the script of life.

Embracing the complexity of our emotions, it’s natural to wonder if we truly have control over who we are. The idea that our environment shapes us, yet two people exposed to the same circumstances can turn out entirely different, raises intriguing questions. Does suffering or ruthlessness result from a predetermined script we have no say in? The thought of surrendering to life’s whims can be disheartening, leaving us feeling like mere puppets in an unpredictable simulation.

 

But here’s the empowering truth: within each of us lies a resilient force that defies the pre-programmed narrative. While tomorrow remains unpredictable, there’s a rebellious spirit within, urging us to challenge the status quo. It begins with a decision, a small act of defiance against the familiar patterns cultivated by our surroundings. Change might feel uncomfortable, like going against the grain of our own existence, but it’s the price we pay to carve out our unique path.

 

So, whether you find yourself at odds with who you are or yearn for transformation, remember that your journey starts with that courageous choice to rebel against the expected. In these moments of defiance, you begin to shift the tide, unraveling the script that once seemed unchangeable. It’s a process that might feel unfamiliar, like shedding an old skin, but it’s also the necessary step to pave the way for your authentic self to emerge.

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Embracing the Pain: A Journey to Self-Healing

As the year draws to a close, whether by choice or circumstance, we all find ourselves reflecting on the chapters of the past. Today, I want to reach out to those who have endured a season of loss, pain, and unexplainable change. It’s a daunting task to come to terms with the fact that life will never be the same, and it’s a journey paved with heartache and realization that everything you once knew has shifted.

In these moments, your heart aches for itself. The protective shield and the comforting lies that shielded you from pain and trauma are now shattered. The harsh reality of life’s unpredictability has stripped away the beautiful naivety that once sustained you. Dreams lie crushed, and the light within seems lost.

I could offer you the usual words of encouragement and rally cries, but this time, let’s try something different. Let’s allow ourselves to wallow, to feel every bit of the pain, anger, and heartbreak. It’s perfectly acceptable to simply sit with these emotions, without pretense or forced smiles. Sometimes, the best course of action is to be fully present in the moment, with all its raw and authentic truth.

While it’s important to seek the light in every situation, there’s tremendous healing in not fighting yourself. Let all those emotions flow, whether it’s through tears, screams, or even laughter. Release that pent-up energy. It’s time to set yourself free, to let go of the chains that have bound you to expectations, ideologies, or concepts that no longer serve your current reality.

Embrace the freedom to just be, whatever that may entail. The choice is yours, and there are no more excuses or pretenses to uphold. It’s a battle between you and yourself. Take a moment to ask yourself, given everything you’ve experienced, how can you best honor yourself in this particular stage or season of life? That question will be your guiding light through the darkness, leading you towards empowerment and self-discovery.

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Navigating Fear: Embrace Your Authentic Self

Fear can grip us tightly, especially when we face the unknown. We often find solace in the fact that others have walked this path before us, but the truth remains – it’s your first time on this unique journey. So, diminishing your fear just because you’re not the first or the last to experience it doesn’t truly benefit anyone.

It’s unwise to belittle your emotions by trying to push them away. Whether it’s a deliberate act or an unintended consequence, ridiculing your own feelings is like mocking the very essence of who you are. The progress you’ve made, the battles you’ve fought, and the resilience that have brought you to this moment are significant and should be acknowledged.

You are worth it, every bit of it. You’re worth feeling scared or any other emotion that washes over you. Don’t hastily brush aside your emotions, thoughts, or feelings. Even if they seem ordinary or unoriginal, they are undeniably valid.

So, take a moment to breathe, and grant yourself the permission to just be. It’s okay to feel fear, to be bold, to doubt, or to hope, all at the same time. Embrace the paradox of your emotions. You are allowed to experience them all or none at all. Whatever emotions arise, accept them with your whole heart and soul.

Let go of the shame and blame for merely existing. Every day is a fresh start, a new opportunity to explore life’s adventures. Even when situations and circumstances seem repetitive, remember that you are not the same person you were yesterday. You have the freedom to approach them from new angles, to adapt and grow. Give yourself the freedom to evolve, to uncover the different versions of yourself in varying situations.

Here’s the not-so-surprising truth: you’re human. No human remains static. Change is our nature; it’s the essence of our existence. So, why not wholeheartedly embrace this inevitable transformation?

You are a beautiful tapestry of emotions, a masterpiece of evolution. Embrace your journey, for it is uniquely yours. As you step onto the path of life, it’s not about being the first or the last; it’s about being authentically and unapologetically you.

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Understanding Trauma pt.2: The Power of Healing Within

 

“What is not transformed, is transferred.” I recently heard these words, and they couldn’t be more true.

 

We all carry our share of trauma. Trauma is the lingering wound left behind by life’s experiences, and often, we mistake trauma for the incidents themselves.

 

Every occurrence in our lives, whether we like it or not, has a direct cause and effect. Regrettably, we don’t always have a say in the prediction. That’s just life. However, we do have the power to assess the impact and heal what leaves a negative mark – that’s trauma.

 

Many of us have learned to coexist with it, what I call “high-functioning trauma.” It becomes a part of us, an unspoken agreement to live together. We accommodate it, or at least we think we do. The truth is, we’ve convinced ourselves that we’re in control. We’ve mastered the art of keeping our trauma on a leash, preventing it from consuming us. But are we really in control, or have we deluded ourselves into thinking so?

 

Intentionally inflicting wounds on ourselves doesn’t make us stronger or immune to the wounds created without our consent. Unfortunately, that’s a path many of us have chosen to cope and heal.

 

It’s time to stop glorifying trauma. Let’s acknowledge the pain, focus on treating the wounds that often leave us feeling ashamed, broken, scared, and weak. Beating yourself down and punishing yourself will never be the answer. The harsh environment that created the trauma can’t be the same one used to heal it. Darling, it’s time to do the opposite. Embrace that unfamiliar feeling, which may make you feel like a hypocrite.

 

It all starts with you. Love, it starts with you.

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At what cost?

We so easily get comfortable with the flaws created from survival mode, that we blindly start believing it’s acceptable to disregard all else.

I know I behave a certain way, and nothing else really matters because, you don’t know what I’ve been through, you have no idea what I had to do, to get to where I am.

I have laser vision on self and self alone because, because that is right. That is what we’re supposed to do. No one understands you, no one will ever fight for you in the magnitude you crave, other than yourself. So, it’s okay to disregard all else. Right? Right. It has a justice ring to it, so it got to be true. It just has to!

But at what cost? Yes, everything has a price. The inconveniencing truth that you may win the war, but what, who remains with you? Are you the only survivor? Most probably. Congratulations! You won. You crashed and burned all that was in your way, finally proved that you were right.

Celebrate your victory! Alone. You got everyone to see it your way, they see you now, oh you’re unmatched. Go on, match to the beat of your drum. No one is stopping you now. It’s all you, this is what you were fighting for right? To be the exception. Can you handle it? Are you ready to pay for it? Is it worth it? Go ahead love, your island awaits.

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Flawed and all

Our brain quickly picks up on our habits, they quickly transform into character. Now it’s easy to adapt a flaw, even more weird cause it doesn’t require much time or energy to sustain it. Oh the unfairness of it all! Let me not digress.

Having experienced early segregation and rejection, chasing and validating my thoughts and actions became an addiction. Maybe it became part of me. A flaw in my character or then I would say, ‘it’s just who I am’.

I later learnt that there’s a thin line between justification and transgression. One is good, the other bad. But how do you even the scales? How do I ensure that when I identify my flaws, it doesn’t consume me?

Paraphrasing Jordan Petersons’ words; That in order for us to be good, we have to acknowledge our potential to be dangerous. I agree, for only when you fully know and understand what you’re capable of, your evil nature; its degree, your flaws; its limits, then you can truthfully say with confidence that you know yourself.

The process of working on yourself, learning who you are as a whole, healing, requires one to tame/control that scary, dangerous and flawed part of you. There’s no escaping it, therefore don’t wait for circumstances to force you to confront it. It is better to intentionally do it yourself. Remember, there’s no shame. We’re all flawed love, deal with it. Cause if you don’t, the likelihood of you burning it all, including yourself, is prime.

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Pride: war of the egos

Always on fight mode.Who are you fighting? Where are you going? What’s the price? Learn to let go. Not everything needs a fight. Sometimes, shutting up helps.

Well, I’ve always been a fighter. A stir that boils deep inside, takes over all senses, demands to be felt and only rests when it’s done. Know what I mean? Well, that’s me. For the most part of it, it was seen as a flaw.

My opinion? Well if speaking up, calling situations out and voicing for the voiceless is a flaw? Call me Chief Justice please and thank you. That statement right there gives me such thrill, excitement, even now. A righteousness that cannot be explained.

Early in my school years I used to thrive in debates. In a classroom, if we were told to defend a character or anything that needed defence? Oh I’d be right up there ready to wield my eager blade; my tongue, my shield; my brain.

Looking back it does seem like I always was itching for a fight. Expanded my horizons from school to now relationships, the system, name it? I’m there. Ready and willing to spar. The excitement of proving what most people see as black and white, that hey! Perhaps there’s more to which you all don’t see, but I do.

Always eager for my different point of view to be seen, heard, felt, acknowledged, praised.

You know the feeling you get when you access, believe that your way is the better way and your track record supports your theory?! Oh the joy, the fulfilment you get.

Careful now, because once the pattern becomes a norm, you start trusting it. I’ll tell you right now, run. Run love, fear with all your might. Because, once you start rejecting your human nature to be flawed? To not always have it right, chasing perfection? Well, in comes the good sweet high that can never be sustained. Commence; war of the egos. Pride.

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